a mother's brain is a frightening place.... just a glimpse at what my brain was doing at 10:30pm while I tried (and failed) to sleep.
ok kevin is at work...I hate sleeping without him...I hope he is ok...I'm so glad he remembered to call at 9... its been an hour and a half since then, so much could have happened...forget that, you are home with the squirt alone...oh man I'm alone... what was that?! lightning...what if lightning strikes the building...that sounds more like a tornado...which room is the interior room in a condo? but I'm on the 2nd floor of 6 so do I go outside to avoid being crushed? game plan... grab squirt, she needs shoes and a jacket, her bag is in the car...no time to get to the car plus its on the first floor. ok grab squirt then shoes then jacket then a few diapers to get thru the night all into a bag. Which bag? no backpacks, take the pink bag. Ok she's set. Now what? (<- a="" also="" and="" are="" back="" bag="" bags="" be="" bedroom="" book="" building="" center="" collapse.="" day="" don="" door="" emergency="" fall="" financials="" font="" front="" getting="" going="" grab="" headed="" heads="" heavy="" her="" i="" if="" is="" laptop.="" life="" m="" may="" metal.="" my="" need="" not="" now="" of="" ok="" on="" one="" our="" out="" phone.="" rain-boots="" safe="" set="" shelf="" shoed="" shoes.="" so="" squirt="" staircase.="" t="" the="" theme="" then="" they="" title="" to="" totally="" wait="" way="" which="">
ok what if a fire breaks out in her room, ya know, like a Molotov cocktail or something....
Seriously brain?! shut up and go to sleep.
"he's got the whooooooole world in His hands...."
5 am alarm for the gym.
How was your night?!
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